I'm exhausted, Sarah... As much as I want to maintain a sanguine mood, I am governed by the neurotransmitters. In this case by the amount of Nicorette that I consume. I am not leading a normal life. I work, work, and keep on working.
Do you know that last night I fell asleep while sitting in CCC?
I have so many things I want to achieve. Ended I cannot focus on anything else other than the Primary Flight Path. My own Vision Quest is now taking a back seat.
Is this life Sarah? Is this really my destiny? Or is it what Lizzie dubbed as takde kerja saja cari kerja (no job looking for job).
I wish I can foresee the future. However, I am like driving at night with my headlights on and I am taking a corner. Although the light is bright, I still cannot see beyond what is in the corner. I can only know as I steer around it.
Yes, I am driven by my passion to see Global Telepathy 2022 a reality. Alas, at the same time I run the risk of being labeled a madman. Truly Sarah, if I have a choice not to become the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, I will gladly reverse the situation and forget about the whole thing. The truth is I can't. I am bound by my fate to take this Path.
"Dear God, dear Big I. Do not burden me with a responsibility I cannot bear".
As I write this, I have a splitting headache. The telepathic link is connecting back to me. If before this I see and hear all, now I am the mainframe with so many nodes connecting to my brain. So many matters I need to attend to. Every fucking detail of the human affair I have to address.
Mostly it's personal matters. Where are the rest of the 98 factors of Allah? Why me? I am just number 64. Al Wajid, the Finder. What about the rest. Can we do load balancing here?
Shit, this is Big I's reply, "Of the many, one".
Help me, Sarah. The loudest cry for help comes from Africa. Can somebody look into Africa? Can I appoint Sir Mo Farah as my Viceroy to Africa and Paul Tergat as his Binary King? Let's have Obama as the Troika. Can we do that? Fuh... Now the headache is gone.
OK, lesson learned. Start assigning Binary Kings and Troika all over the hotspots.
Now my head is light as a feather.
WTF, I can't just listen and do nothing can I? Contact Haza Caracalla in Lebanon and start talking about economic reform with her. I had proposed the whole of Lebanon to be a Digital Super Highway. So if Israel can help with the technology bit, then we can have a truce between Israel and Lebanon.
What's in it for Israel? Let's not talk about land expansion. Let's talk about Digital Expansion. Prosper thy neighbor policy. This is the best time to do it.
Look Sarah, think out of the box. The land is full of sand and rocks. However, a Digital Super Highway means economic growth for the region.
It's a thought. However, I put a special emphasis there because the Digital Super Highway in Lebanon was my idea. I want to make it a reality. Plus I think it is a good proposition for Israel. The Arab nations are keeping numb about the crisis in Lebanon. Shouldn't Israel come to the rescue? This is a personal request. Remember, we are One Tribe.
Anyway, think about it. If my splitting headache is gone just by us assigning the Troikas. Imagine what a more intricate plan like this does to humanity in general. After all, I had not asked anything from Israel yet. This might as well be the very favor I ask from them.
Goodnight Sarah. No lullaby for tonight. I got one thing to do before I hit the pillow.
Goodnight baby, I love you so much.
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