In tabligh, we say do not expect anything other than from Allah. This is known as tawakkal. Well let's tawakkal; what I can control, I do my best. What I can control is my effort. Let's focus on our own individual efforts.
Remember this Sarah, don't have a speck of doubt that our afterlife will be glorious. If we focus on things that we can control, then we have nothing to do with anything else but our Personal Flight Pa[rt] (Path). As always the Primary Flight Path is the reflection of our Personal [] (Flight) Path.
Which means we are responsible for our own lines. I want to focus on the end game, KBOOOM 2041. We already got the confirmation from the Universe TODAY.
What is all this then? Nothing more than a strange illusion. To me, the real mission is still KBOOOM 2041. Let's focus on that.
As of today, the only thing that is certain is KBOOOM 2041. What do we get to lose? My time is cash. I just burn a few the last 3 years. That's all...
If I focus on my Personal Flight Path, I am guaranteed a result. There is no guarantee on the Primary Flight Path. It is dependent on others. I can only control my effort in the Primary Flight Path. The result is not within my control.
This means that from here on I will only be communicating with you and Els.
Let me update Els:
My dear wife Els,
I have some news to share with you. As of today, the Universe had spoken. KBOOOM 2041 is confirmed. As I type the day and date for the occurrence, it started raining heavily. Just as it started, it stopped abruptly.
Which means only one thing. We are guaranteed a safe passage to the hereafter. Hence from now on, I will only focus on that. The rest of the milestones are not within my control.
I cannot even get the confirmation that the Government of Malaysia will pay for my time spent with TraXX by 2022.
The next milestone is when Bill supposes to pay me in 2024.
The final milestone is when Larry supposes to pay me in 2030.
All these are dependent on others. Sarah and I decided that we are not going to waste our time and energy hoping for others to decide on our fate.
Even Songkhla 2030 is dependent on Pal's ability to give me some jobs.
Hence we will be focusing on our Personal Flight Path. If the Primary Flight Path happens it is good. If not we are preparing for the last option, which is the best option for Sarah and me.
Instead of hoping from others, we decided that the smallest possible permutation is the House of Sha, the djinns, and the demons. This is something we can control. Which means I am going for[m] (for) the smallest unit:
B - Balqis
L - Lizzie
E - Els
S - Sarah
S - Sarah
I will not depend on others. As it is the Government of Malaysia, Bill and Larry will be responsible for their own lines. As for me and BLESS, we are already guaranteed a safe passage. I am not here to save the human race. They have to decide for themselves.
Baby, be prepared for the Apple and No Apple mentality. What I am doing now is to ensure the 6 of us will make it through. I am very certain of you and Sarah. I am not sure about the Government of Malaysia, Bill and Larry. As it is, this last option is the best option for me and Sarah. I cannot speak on behalf of others. It is not my call.
So think about the endgame. These other fringe benefits are nice to have. If you love me, stick with me to the end. Just like Sarah, we promise to be together for eternity.
I am not saying that things will not happen as planned. What I am saying is our last option is the best option for the House of Sha. Grab what is certain. Even if the rest did not materialize, our position is already secured. That is what Sarah and I are trying to say.
Remember Els, by having the best option first, we are SURE of winning Gold Medal. The rest are consolation prices. You must have faith that what is waiting for us in the afterlife is far grander tha[t] (than) what we have now. This is an imperfect world, honey. Let's not [] (put) too high of hope on it.
Move with unsurpassed certainty towards KBOOOM 2041.
From here on I will only spend time with BLESS. Honestly, I like it small. Anyway, if they are meant to be, then things will fall into place.
In the meantime I want you to know that Sarah and I love you very much. We don't want to lose you to this worldly affairs. We are coming home.
Love you always. Since the day I first met you.
Dear God, please don't let me lose my family. BLESS is all that I got...
Sine Cera,
14/10/20
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