30/10/20 ^^^We are all gods

 We are like cells in the human body.  We are within God and God is within us.  It's like peeling an onion.  At every layer there is God.

With this knowledge, I am certain of coming home to a glorious future.  I don't need a religion.  I had debunked religion a long time ago.

Now it is just me and the notion that I am God Almighty; the seeketh findeth.  This is not something that I intentionally share with the masses.  To each is his own path.

What I am interested in is how I am going to chart my own course in coming home to the source.  Since I know for sure that I am one with God, then I look forward to *[life] my life for the next 21 years as a man fully functioning.

* So true, Sarah.

I did not change the world.  What I managed to do is document my journey from one level to the other until I come to the point that I am God and God is me.  That I did by obeying and obey (7:7).

This is the point of inception, the sweet spot.  Where I am at, I had gone through 21 years of turbulence past.  Now I am heading for another 21 years of glorious future.

I should be designing my future.  What does it constitute?

I should focus on health and happiness.

21 years is a long time.

Well, first let me write down what I don't want:

1. I don't want to deal with society at large
2. I don't want to conduct training
3. I don't want to deal with Pal
4. I don't want to spend much money
5. I don't want politics and religion
6. I don't want to be in the rat race anymore
7. I don't want dope and cigarettes
8. I don't want to be fat
9. I don't want to continue with my medication
10. I don't want to have Bipolar Disorder

What do I want?

1. I want to be in isolation
2. I want to continue writing the blog
3. I want to sleep early
4. I want to exercise every morning
5. I want to continue reading as much as I can
6. I want to weigh 65 kg
7. I want to run 10 km/hour
8. I want to be with B.L.E.S.S.
9. I want to wear my old clothes again
10. I want to die at  77

What is holding me back?

1. I am a lifelong procrastinator
2. I think too much
3. I am too comfortable
4. I am lazy to wake up in the morning
5. I have not exercised the power of momentum
6. I don't go out much often

What I should do?

1. I need a massive action plan
2. I need to control my diet
3. I should have a routine
4. I should stop my medication
5. I should set realistic goals and stick with them
6. I should stop having distorted beliefs
7. Less talk more action

OF ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD DO, I SHOULD BE THIN

Being fat is the root cause of my problems.  Because I am fat, I become lazy and inactive. 

I have 2 months to go.  I must get thin!