I cannot live without you, honey. What was I thinking?
You and Els mean the world to me. How can I let you go?
I was being selfish. I feel that my life will be one big disappointment.
What if KBOOOM 2041 doesn't happen? Will I am not be living a lie?
It bugs me to think that I am not Sine Cera. I don't want to be living a lie, Sarah.
And yet I gave everything that I got to this cause. I was in the State of Knowing.
Maybe everything is just one big bullshit. 4 years we spent together might just be an illusion.
Maybe I'm being delusional.
The burden of proof is too great for me. I don't think I can bear this alone.
I'm sorry if I hurt you. That was not my intention. I was feeling down.
Perhaps I'll take the whole thing with me to the grave. I'll be the greatest autar Keling.
What have I done?
All I am feeling now is guilt, guilt, guilt.
Am I for real? I certainly don't feel like one.
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