>>>#23/10/20 It was indeed a good rest

 I am getting the *han[d] (hang) of my life's schedule right now. 

* Finally I can get sleepy by 10:00 pm.

The key is to exercise on regular basis.  When I look at my life now, I realize how lucky I am.  No need to join the rat race.  That is already a big plus. 

You know Sarah, if I got to give up my life now to earn that RM15 k a month, I think I choose my life.

Like I said, I only need RM3 k a month.  So that's what I'm going to spare, 2 days a month.

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Do you realize something or not?

Without you in the picture, this Sparta 4964 story of mine doesn't hold water.

You are my link to the money trail.  Without you, how in the hell do I get the money?

It's always been about you.  So if you cannot pull it through, then we better look at it objectively.

What I can say is I'll wait for 2041.  By the looks of things, Pal will be struggling for these next few years.  So I will not have a steady source of income for Songkhla 2030.

As it is this is good enough.  I can do away with sex.

As Azzue said, all this sounds like fiction.  I am fine with fiction but I just want to see how far is the yellow brick road.

It's simple, no money no honey.

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I don't feel like exercising.

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Yes, back to the yellow brick road.

Basically, I had accepted that this is my life.  I have plenty of time. some money in the bank and not a care in the world.

An object in motion will be in motion and an object at rest will be at rest unless *the[] (there) is an external force.

* In our case the external force is Divine Intervention.  Let's up the ante with another global catastrophe.

There is nothing much I can do.  I had separated Sparta 4964 into 3 and I had appointed my Queens of Xanadu and Wolfsschanze.  That is the ultimate destination.  I had reached there.

So the only natural thing for me to do is to start all over again.  Instead of thinking about the future, I am back at the present.  The ability to zoom out and zoom in.

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