Not all the time I am following the instructions of Big I. When there is none there is simply none.
I am not going to pretend that I am the Big I and makeup something out of the blue.
As it goes, I had reached the limit. I am back to be who I am.
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As the story goes, time will flow and I will follow. The journey is within. Eventually, I have to walk the path alone. A warrior walks alone. Eagle flies alone.
Certainly, I can choose many paths but ultimately, I have to decide on my own fate. We are responsible for our own line. Everything counts but nothing matters.
Of course, I have high hope to get paid for my efforts. However, I am not going to sit idly and wait. By 4/9/22 if nothing happens, I will decide to take matters into my own hands.
This is not a whimsical thought. I had been thinking about it for some time already. If things go as plan, then it's good for everybody. If not, then I want to simplify my life. I want to be a man fully functioning again.
There is no specific plan. I just want to read, run, and write. Basically, I want to be a hedonist hermit. To run, run, and run.
I might not even turn on my PC. I'll use pen and paper. I might buy a radio for a change.
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