28/10/20 ^^^An excursion with Rex

Sharudin Jamal

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@KongEu3

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#traxxfm Afternoon Rex, I want to focus my energy to become a runner who writes and a writer who runs. Some may like what I write, some don't. I don't care. All I know is I enjoy writing. What I think is insignificant except to me alone.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@KongEu3

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm As long as I can write, I will write. "I am no longer concerned with good and evil. What concerns me is whether my offering will be acceptable." Robert Frost

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@KongEu3

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm As long as I keep on writing, I am acting as the conduit to the Big I. In this case, the real God is my superego. There is no single God out there. We are the manifestation of our own god. We are the Big I to our own consciousness.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@KongEu3

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Hence I write whatever comes to mind: https://2020blogvol4.blogspot.com/2020/10/281020-looks-like-i-had-come-to-full.html… I think as long as I DO GOOD and DO NO HARM, I don't need to fear my own thoughts.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@KongEu3

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm This Hot and Cold is my theme song, Rex.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@KongEu3

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I was once like this: “The truth knocks on the door and you say, "Go away, I'm looking for the truth," and so it goes away. Puzzling.” ― Robert M. Pirsig, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance Never again...

Now that I know, what am I'm gonna do about it?

Basically, I will continue on my trajectory until I reach my destination.

As I observe my own life, I realized that I don't have to do anything.  After 21 years I had arrived.  If I don't do anything for the next 21 years, I will still reach my destination.  No need to continue searching.  No need to convince anybody.

All I got to do is convince myself.  Once I am convinced, I had reached the peak of my own understanding.  All I got to do is accept that I am God Almighty.

From this point on I am free to do whatever I like.  The Big I is only interested in ME knowing who I really am.  I am not a messenger or an evangelist.  I am who I am warts and all.  The winner of the Willy Wonka Golden Ticket.

All it takes is for me to believe in myself.

So what will I do with this realization?  I want to get a good fuck.

mm