At times it is ridiculous. Like sending the various blog postings to all my contacts in WhatsApp. However, I still do it. The same goes for when I warned that gambling is forbidden. Or when I set the timebomb at Bukit Kiara. I don't question the Big I. I am his Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. I simply do.
Don't you think I don't know that some people might think I am crazy? I am fully aware of that but I am here to execute, not to question.
Such is the nature of my relationship with the Big I. Like I said, I trust Big I 100%. Of course, when I am done, he doesn't bother me anymore. Initially, this kind of relationship drives me nuts. However, no matter how crazy I was I still did as I was told. That is what it means to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.
Brb, exercising...
When you are in Mushin No Shin, you are in execution mode. This is not the time to question the instructions. It is about doing. As the saying goes, when the Big I asks me to jump, I don't ask how high. I jump with all my might.
Part of the reason is that I don't have Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (FUD). I am simply a servomechanism. Athletes and martial art exponents understand this. When we execute the "play" it is already unconscious competent. You are already in the Zone. Hence you flow, just like I am in the Zone and flowing as I write this posting.
I don't think about it. I just let the songs from 247 Continuous lead me. I just follow the groove.
The feeling of being in the Zone is orgasmic, to say the least. I am in contact with the Infinite Intelligence. All I got to do is point and shoot. Whatever I focus on expands. I can write so much about *i[s] (it) but the feeling cannot be described with words.
* You agree Sarah? It is amazing, isn't it?
It is a feeling of Unsurpassed Certainty, which is supported by Unconditional Love. It is the feeling that I am the pivot at the tip of the revolving Sparta 4964. It is a concentrated density of the intipadu (solid core). I feel very, very, confident indeed. Pretty much like what is mentioned in Poems of the Path:
As it is I had transformed myself into a craftsman. I now am becoming a Wordsmith Warrior. My words become my Daisho Set. My words are now the extension of my thoughts, the ultimate Niten Ichi. As a Wordsmith I am a craftsman. But as a Warrior, I am a Swordsman. Words become the tool of my trade and also my weapon for Thought Invasion.
A Wordsmith Warrior is free to permeate through every layer of social membranes. I am not confined to any preset mold. Rather than putting a label on where I belong in society, I look at myself as a Ghost in the Machine. I exist in Cyberspace and I am free to express my thoughts with very little to worry about.
That by itself is a great satisfaction:
Nevertheless, I am glad that my job as a Clockwork Orange is ending. I had earned my independence fair and square. From here on *[] (it) is about pursuing the Personal Flight Path.
* I know baby. It is such a relief.
With immediate effect, I am setting my course to be thin and fast again. That is through diet and exercise. To be more specific, it is through OMAD and AHAD.
I'll officially do that tomorrow on 20/10/20. Today I already had a soft landing with exercising AHAD. Since Princess, prepared a Continental Breakfast today, I decided to shift one more day with eating OMAD.
So everything is shifted to tomorrow including quitting Nicorette.
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Btw Sarah, look how aligned the numbers of my family members:


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