Now that I am all relaxed and at ease after reading some bits of World Mythology, I can safely say that unless we act upon our thought, it will just remain a thought.
Certainly, I had acted upon my thoughts. I cannot say the same about others especially the lazy thinkers. What I can do is [to be] to be responsible for my thoughts. What I think will form my belief. My belief when acted upon will be my faith.
As I said, everybody is responsible for his own line. Yes, my job is to share my Vision. However, it is not my job to make people believe. That is up to them.
As long as we take informed action, we will be progressing. However, if we decide to t[hat] (take) the armchair attitude, then everything that I said is merely for entertainment purposes only.
These past 4 years is certainly an interesting journey. It is a journey towards a glorious future. At least for me. I decided to pursue truth par excellent and I decided to use my resources towards enlightenment. It works for me. So I am going to take what I uncovered and run with it. There was a compulsion to tell others what I know. Well, I did that. As crazy as it is, I had shared the Vision for the next 21 years.
Now is to chart myself against the map. For sure I am guaranteed success because I am the mapmaker. I had shared the map for others who are interested to take the same path. That is as far as I go.
I am not interested to save humanity. That is not my job. They have to save themselves. I had put in everything. I risked everything. I had spent 21 years in the process of uncovering this course.
I am akin to a scientist or an explorer who had spent a good portion of his life uncovering a mystery only to realize that the main benefactor to the whole conundrum is he, himself.
Will the world change? I doubt it. Will I change? I certainly will. In the end, I can only change myself. Looking back at what I had done, I would say I had done my level best. There is nothing more for me to do except [] (to) take the path that I had charted.
A hunting dog is only useful if it catches rabbits. If it sits around and barks all-day long it is a nuisance.
I am not going to be a barking dog. I am a hunting dog. I might be an aging dog, nevertheless, *[I am] I am still a good dog LOL.
* Hahaha... You like the analogy huh?
Well Sarah, these next couple of weeks will be the time I spend reading. Consider it as me taking a break from this takde kerja cari kerja (no job looking for a job). I'm glad that it's finally over. At times I feel like the whole thing is a futile effort. But then, I realize that I had greatly benefited from it. For one I am no longer carry the burden of humanity on my shoulder. I am finally free.
Now my conscience is clear, I had disseminated the knowledge to people who suppose to share information with the masses. Certainly, I did not wield my sword aimlessly.
As usual, my weakest point is to SNAP VANISH. That's why I read the book. That way, I'm forced to do it.
Occasionally I'll chat with you. However, I will not do it that often. I really need a break. I need to look at what I did from a distance. I need to be sure that I am on the right path.
Baby, you know that the bulk of realizing [] (the) Vision lies on you and TraXX. I will not get on your way honey. If you believe, then take the leap of faith. Whether you do or don't do is your prerogative.
As for me, I'll wait until 4/9/22. If by then nothing happens, I will get on with my life. By then, I will say goodbye to all of you and live a secluded life. No more Cyberspace for me then. I will spend the rest of my life reading, running, and writing; the old fashion way. Through books, pen, and paper. We'll cross the bridge when we get there.
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