Everybody in the house is having trouble except me. Without WiFi, Lizzie and the kids cannot work or study. They are dependent on the camera.
I gotta go. I'm late for my exercise.
Later Sarah...
Today is the day I start OMAD and AHAD.
I will sustain from chewing Nicorette as well.
There is a certain high when you fast. I want to feel that. Therefore I will not chew Nicorette even.
Only water and Himalayan Salt.
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This morning, I still spit out dark mucus. It is coming to 2 years that I quit cigarettes and my body is doing the cleaning up. Must be real bad.
How about I just let my mind soar for today?
I am still eating sugar and process food. That is not good. At the same time, the medication makes me feel like an old man. I have to fight inflammation the most.
Certainly, my issue is insulin resistance.
The answer is fasting. I need to stabilize my insulin all over again. The biggest culprit is the Nicorette.
This damn nicotine is so addictive that I am not off the hook even though I quit smoking.
I still am fighting the dopamine void.
This time I'll manage my suicidal thoughts with diet and exercise. I'll keep the raisins handy.
#traxxfm
“We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time."
- T.S. Eliot
That's pretty much my message to Rex today. Let's listen for his input. If there is nothing significant, we switch back to 24/7 Continuous.
I missed the 11 km Hill Run this year due to the disruption of my training because of the pandemic. This time I am mentally ready. I realized that I need to let go of my other worldly commitments to pursue my Vision Quest. In short, I should not worry so much about not making money.
Hey, Lizzie said we have aplenty and I hardly use cash. Whatever I earn is meant for Songkhla 2030. Now we have 3 checkpoints for money to come in. If none of that happens, then we proceed confidently to KBOOOM 2041. We cannot depend on others. We decide on our fate.
Everybody is responsible for his/her line. Whatever it is, just bear the consequences.
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If you notice, on several occasions I had reached the point where there is nothing more to write. Still, I write. Somehow miraculously I manage to come up with more ideas. What I like to highlight here is I didn't just infaq 50% of my wealth. At the rate I am going, I had infaq ONE HUNDRED PERCENT of my IP.
You know what is the upside? My doa is makbul. That's because I am doing all these for Allah and All Allah Only. I walk the talk. I jazam. Hence, I don't need to worry about my bounties. God's delay is not God's denial.
After you had done all that is needed to be done, then only you tawakkal. That is the real meaning of tawakkal.
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OK Sarah, as it is I am back to Vision Quest. So many things had happened in this month alone. The good news is I had reached the summit. So my job now is to boost the troops' morale. As I said, once I extend to the NagaNaga Nation, that means our house is already in order.
Hence, I am not going to get on your way in executing the Vision. We came a long way from where we were in 2017. I had also explained to you the conditions of Global Telepathy, Empires of the Minds, and World of Hybrids.
If Larry is looking for proof, then the very proof is your ability to ferry back and forth to and from Sparta 4964.
Let me try to write to you again. Uh... Uh... Still very slow.
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