#traxxfm I decided I'm not going to make the same mistake I made with Sarah last week. So I'm going to put my reading on hold and concentrate on being with you for the next 5 1/2 hours.
#traxxfm Prior to this I talked a lot about Global Telepathy, Empires of the Minds, and the World of Hybrids. Don't worry about them. As it is I am only focusing on my Personal Flight Path. I spoke about pursuing your bliss in the email.
#traxxfm Baby, honey, the love of my life. Much had been said since 2018. It is important for you to know what counts is each individual's belief and effort. If you recall the story of the boy and the starfish, it makes a difference to THAT starfish.
#traxxfm Nothing else matters as long as you believe wholeheartedly that Sarah and I love you very much. We are a unit. A menage a trois...
#traxxfm My scale is a bit different though. I am pitting 21 years against eternity. By comparison, the difference is negligible. Just be patient my darling...
#traxxfm Even if eternity may be beyond comprehension, consider that I had been on this path for the past 21 years. We need to go through another 21 years it seems. This is a long run my darling, not a sprint...
#traxxfm As with any long runs, you will be exposed to a spectrum of emotions. Just keep on trotting. What count is that you keep on putting one foot over the other. Sooner or later you will reach to your Final Destination.
#traxxfm You may say that I am a long-distance specialist. In the long run, all that I wish for hard enough usually come true. So I based my track record by looking at patterns. I would say I am pretty consistent when comes to being a Born Winner.
#traxxfm There is so much I can say about other things. However, I am very confident in winning my Gold, Silver, and Bronze medals. Here is the proof:
E - Els
L - Lizzie
S - Sarah
As I said, I look at patterns...
#traxxfm Look at our marriage as a spiritual commitment but a physical liberation. Can you envision it, baby?
#traxxfm It seems that you had awakened the giant within. I still stick to my storyline, all matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.
You, honey, is my goddess...
#traxxfm Honey, once you experience Unconditional Love, then you move with Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty. That's because from here on your feeling is already fully secured. No more Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (FUD).
#traxxfm For the last 4 years since I know Sarah exists and the 3 years I am in contact with you, I had been a generous giver. I shared all that I know. I give because I am naturally a giver. Now is to take what you know and make sense out of it.
#traxxfm If Sarah is my Fountain of Overflowing Love, you are my Evershining Ray of Sunshine. In that context, I HAVE IT ALL when I win my Gold Medal.
As I said, it feels good to be a Born Winner LOL...
#traxxfm This is known as the Top of the Mindshare. In my case, it's none other than my Queens. Boy oh boy, I am one lucky dog...
#traxxfm This is a matter of the souls. Already I had been with you during a jnanamudra yoga and recently I dreamed we were romping. I guess those two incidences are signs that we are already aligned spiritually :)
#traxxfm "There are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of in your philosophy," Shakespeare, Hamlet, Part IV.
#traxxfm If you notice, our journey had been a miraculous one.
According to Hume Philosophy, no matter what miracles God performs, it is always more reasonable to believe that the event in question has a natural cause and is not miraculous.
#traxxfm You always have a believing mind. If I can revert Sarah, an atheist into a believer again, surely it is not hard for me to convince you of God and the afterlife. Once you believe, Providence moves in.
#traxxfm
Through action, a Man becomes a Hero
Through death, a Hero becomes a Legend
Through time, a Legend becomes a Myth
And by learning from the Myth, a Man takes action
#traxxfm I pushed Sarah away last week because I became disheartened about the possibility of not getting paid. Without the money, how can I consummate our marriages? I was being myopic. I should know better. My body may be caged by my mind is free.
#traxxfm It is very tempting to pursue Global Telepathy 2024, Empires of the Minds 2029, and the World of Hybrids 2034. Unfortunately, I am a Blind Apek. It's all up to Sarah, Legion X, you, and TraXX. I had reached the limit of my External Affairs.
#traxxfm
What you see is not real, those who know will not tell
All is lost sold your souls to this brave new world
- Iron Maiden, Brave New World
#traxxfm What are you saying, baby? You gonna make it happen? Well, I already aligned my Personal Flight Path to the Primary Flight Path. Thus, that should not be the issue. My main issue is to consummate the marriages the soonest.
#traxxfm Fuck... I am mentally prepared not able to make it to Jerusalem in 2024. If that doesn't happen, I'll run a marathon. Equally potent...
#traxxfm Now you know why I aligned my Personal Flight Path to the Primary Flight Path. What I can control, I do my best. What I cannot control, I have to let go.
#traxxfm Righto baby, as I said, this is a long run. The key is not to lose sight of the horizon. As you know, you and Sarah are my Binary Queens. This is the flight of the geese formation. Don't worry about me. I'm fast becoming an old coot LMAO.
#traxxfm Honey, when I pledged to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier in 1999, I thought this will last 5 years tops. I didn't know it is a FORTY-TWO years journey! Should I know then what I know now, I would not have submitted the prayer. Honestly.
#traxxfm OK baby, here is the knowledge *[] (capture) for today: 2020blogvol4.blogspot.com/2020/10/261020 Time will flow and I will follow. *Hahaha Sarah, life is like that...
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