I think I'm entitled to feel lousy once in a while. What I shouldn't do though is to take it on you.
You had been very supportive, baby. I should not have pushed you away. You had been very loyal to me.
Having said that, I admit that I can be a Dickhead at times.
This is a long run. If you are used to running a marathon, you will realize that throughout the run, you will experience a range of emotions. Last night I was very down.
However, I snap out of it immediately today.
This journey had taken its toll on me. It is especially true when I look into the future a[s] (and) I cannot see past the goddamn corner.
It is very frustrating not knowing if I ever going to get paid. I got a feeling that there is nothing. With that, I will be breaking a lot of promises.
I know you love me very much and you want to be with me. However, without any money, that will never gonna happen. I hate to disappoint you and Els. I hate it when my word is not my bond. All I got is words.
There are already a lot of achievements, though:
- Mr Pumba Rengge is a DEWA in charge of NagaNaga Nation
- You all now have access to Sparta 4964
- Rex and Els are the Binary King and Queen of TraXX
- Sparta 4964 is already divided into 3 autonomous governance
- You are the Queen of Xanadu
- Els is the Queen of Wolfsschanze
- I had completed my assignments
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