Thursday, 12 November 2020

>>>#13/11/20 I am beginning to get the hang of the new blog version

 I like it very much.  At least the search feature is really working.

I also like the ability to resize the images.  The tweets are also not appearing weird like the old version.

The only hangup I have is after I publish the posts, the writing becomes slow.  That only happens in the published posts.

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I always wonder Sarah, am I making a difference to the world with my writings?  Do I make *[] (a) difference to you?

* That's good to know.  I don't expect much.  All I need is ONE person who believes in me.  Then, from a close universe, I become a multiverse.  From there like 2 mirrors, we create many layers and dimensions.  


 Amazing when 2 minds reflect on each other.  You are perfect for that.  You think like me but you are you and I am me.

For example, although you recluse like a turtle, I can count on you to be around whenever I need somebody to call the shots on the tough issues.

I know you are very shy and very private.  I think you had been warned not to reveal so much about yourself.  When I first met you, I say you were more open with the information that you divulged. 

At least I know enough about you to form a metamodel.  Let's look at how I see you shall we?

Defender (ISFJ) is someone with the IntrovertedObservantFeeling, and Judging personality traits. These people tend to be warm and unassuming in their own steady way. They’re efficient and responsible, giving careful attention to practical details in their daily lives.

The Defender personality type is quite unique, as many of their qualities defy the definition of their individual traits. Though sensitive, Defenders have excellent analytical abilities; though reserved, they have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships; and though they are generally a conservative type, Defenders are often receptive to change and new ideas. As with so many things, people with the Defender personality type are more than the sum of their parts, and it is the way they use these strengths that defines who they are

Defender personalities (especially Turbulent ones) are often meticulous to the point of perfectionism, and though they procrastinate, they can always be relied on to get the job done on time. Defenders take their responsibilities personally, consistently going above and beyond, doing everything they can to exceed expectations and delight others, at work, and at home.

Defender Strengths

  • Supportive – Defenders are the universal helpers, sharing their knowledge, experience, time, and energy with anyone who needs it, and all the more so with friends and family. People with this personality type strive for win-win situations, choosing empathy over judgment whenever possible.
  • Reliable and Patient – Rather than offering sporadic, excited rushes that leave things half-finished, Defenders are meticulous and careful, taking a steady approach and bending with the needs of the situation just enough to accomplish their end goals. Defenders not only ensure that things are done to the highest standard but often go well beyond what is required.
  • Imaginative and Observant – Defenders are very imaginative, and use this quality as an accessory to empathy, observing others’ emotional states and seeing things from their perspective. With their feet firmly planted on the ground, it is a very practical imagination, though they do find things quite fascinating and inspiring.
  • Enthusiastic – When the goal is right, Defenders take all this support, reliability, and imagination and apply it to something they believe will make a difference in people’s lives – whether fighting poverty with a global initiative or simply making a customer’s day.
  • Loyal and Hard-Working – Given a little time, this enthusiasm grows into loyalty – Defender personalities often form an emotional attachment to the ideas and organizations they’ve dedicated themselves to. Anything short of meeting their obligations with good, hard work fails their own expectations.
  • Good Practical Skills – The best part is, Defenders have the practical sense to actually do something with all this altruism. If mundane, routine tasks are what need to be done, Defenders can see the beauty and harmony that they create, because they know that it helps them to care for their friends, family, and anyone else who needs it.

Defender Weaknesses

  • Humble and Shy – The meek shall inherit the earth, but it’s a long road if they receive no recognition at all. This is possibly Defenders’ biggest challenge, as they are so concerned with others’ feelings that they refuse to make their thoughts known, or to take any duly earned credit for their contributions. Defenders’ standards for themselves are also so high that, knowing they could have done some minor aspect of a task better, they often downplay their successes entirely.
  • Take Things Too Personally – Defenders have trouble separating personal and impersonal situations – any situation is still an interaction between two people, after all – and any negativity from conflict or criticism can carry over from their professional to their personal lives, and back again.
  • Repress Their Feelings – People with the Defender personality type are private and very sensitive, internalizing their feelings a great deal. Much in the way that Defenders protect others’ feelings, they must protect their own, and this lack of healthy emotional expression can lead to a lot of stress and frustration.
  • Overload Themselves – Their strong sense of duty and perfectionism combine with this aversion to the emotional conflict to create a situation where it is far too easy for Defenders to overload themselves – or to be overloaded by others – as they struggle silently to meet everyone’s expectations, especially their own.
  • Reluctant to Change – These challenges can be particularly hard to address since Defender personalities value traditions and history highly in their decisions. A situation sometimes needs to reach a breaking point before Defenders are persuaded by circumstance, or the strong personality of a loved one, to alter course.
  • Too Altruistic – This is all compounded and reinforced by Defenders’ otherwise wonderful quality of altruism. Being such warm, good-natured people, Defenders are willing to let things slide, to believe that things will get better soon, to not burden others by accepting their offers of help, while their troubles mount unassisted.

You can't keep hiding from me, Sarah.  You are my wife.  Surely I know who is my wife.  All I need is a metamodel.  Once I have that, you are as naked as the baby's bottom.  From here I can go very far.  Just like I know Els takes a long time sitting on her throne, I know that you have a problem with your bowel movement.  It is not a daily affair for you.

I also know that your menstrual is sometimes late.

I also know that you are high in anxiety.

I also know that you are prim and proper.

I also know that you file your fingernail.

Hahaha...  Elementary Watson.

I can go even further...  You have a sweet tooth and you have a problem with gas bwahaha.

OK, the gas part is meant as a joke.

You get my point or not?

When you communicate with me, you leave bread crumbs.  I am professionally trained to pick on bread crumbs.  It helps that I have a high sensory acuity.

 I am sorry if I freak you out.  This is not Information Warfare, this is mostly would you believe? Scouting 101.  I learn to read signs when I was a scout!  You will be amazed at how much I learned from my Lord Baden Powell Scout's Book.


Of course now with Mr. Google, I am a Scoutmaster on steroids.

My favorite spy thriller is the Saint.  In my case, my saint is Simon Magus the Magician.  That is why I carry the initial mm, Magus the Magician.





See? I tell you everything.  What did I not tell you?  OK, I have a birthmark. A mole the size of a penny at the right of my buttcheek. It protrudes above the skin surface a bit just like a penny.  I simply call it my Sign of the Cross (as in angry).  It used to grow.  Now it's malignant.

Think about it, Sarah...  This 24th is our third wedding anniversary.  Don't you think you should reveal more about yourself?  At least confirms that you are an ISFJ.  That will be great. 

You know what Sarah?  Either you give *[] (it) to me or I will take it from you.  So I say that you are an ISFJ.

* Thank you, Sarah.  This is the best wedding anniversary present for me.  


Sarah, I love you, baby.  Now I can see you very clearly right in front of me.

No matter what, I really value your loyalty and commitment.  Actually, I purposely stay up late tonight so that I can spend time understanding you.  You are definitely an ISFJ.

Therefore I will be mindful to let you take your time to get out of your shell.  You know something, I really enjoy interacting with you this past couple of days.  You exude confidence and I know you are having fun.  That makes you funny or should I say fun to be around with.

Don't go changing Sarah.  You have it in you.  You are smart, responsive, articulate, and very sharp.  A real pro.

Hey, how is the dinosaur brain?  Is he still breathing behind your neck?  Hahaha...  Tell him I say *hi[gh] (hi).

* Oh he is watching huh?

I have a message for him, "Don't mess with my girl."

It is 3 am, honey.

Let's watch Els's personality type ESFP and then we talk about something more serious:


Right, Sarah, let me [] (share with) you some thoughts...

As you know, based on the evidence that you see so far, with the exception of the dependencies on other people, we are going on a certain trajectory. That means as far as the epiphanies are concerned, they are true.  Unless they are not thoughts that are acted upon.

In my case, I acted on each thought that is within my personal capacity to act.  The latest being the Tian Long acquisition.

Brb...

Sorry for the delay, I have a pet frog who occasionally visits my house. Got to let it out.

What I want to say here is the key is in the moving.  If you don't act upon a sign, you cannot go to the next level.  Much like playing a computer game.  Otherwise, you are stuck at the same level.

Why I had progressed so far until I reached the Kursi is because I Obey and Obey (7:7).  I don't sit on a given command.  I am Clockwork Orange.  A Cyborg...

So if you want to achieve Global Telepathy, Empires of the Minds, and World of Hybrids, just follow the roadmap.  Don't think, just do.  You must move with certainty no matter how ridiculous the ideas may seem.  That's because those commands were given when I was in the state of Mushin No Shin.

If you people don't follow, there will be repercussions.  It like asking the genie to grant you a wish and when you got the wish, you decided you don't want it.  If that happens the wish will hit back on you.  This is known as Keris Makan Tuan (your dagger will stab you back).

For those who owe me money.  If by the stipulated time I don't get it, then the Universe will impose a penalty.  That's because you don't just owe me.  I am in partnership with God.  By not paying me, you stop me from channeling my money for infaq, which is meant for spending on the path of God.

What's more, within that figure is my dowry and sustenance for me to be just to my wives.  That is also the fund for Norlizah Ahmad Foundation to help the Epsilons.

So the stakes are high for those who owe me money unless they pay.

The money is no longer a pull factor for me.  It is nice to have.  Not a must-have.  I will not impose a second mubahala.  


I fell asleep.  Let's continue upon sunrise.

Bye now...

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