Who will I be and what will I be thinking?
I say I will remain an autonomous hedonist hermit. I will be thinking about being a free thinker.
It's another way of saying, "Fuck, I just want to be alone."
This is pathetic. I have the opportunity to be who I want to be and yet I choose to be in seclusion.
I guess that works.
From now on I just write whatever I feel like writing.
Basically, without Nicorette, I will be writing junk. Still, I write. That is the only way to deal with this nicotine withdrawal.
I am in a state of blah. I want to write but there is nothing much to write about. I feel like a bum.
Certainly, I am depressed. How deeply depressed am I? At present not much.
However, I don't have anything profound to write. I simply write whatever comes to mind.
This nicotine withdrawal is really bad. I feel like I had lost my zest in living. As if my mojo had been zapped out of my life. Still, I persist.
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