I just focus on becoming a man fully functioning.
I will fight my own shortcomings and march through.
Forget the past 21 years. Let's go on a seafaring journey and discover new land.
But first, I need to have a sound mind and a sound body.
For 21 years I had been a Clockwork Orange. I had reached the pinnacle with Tian Long and Kursi Day on 10/11/20. Now [I] I need to discover what it means to be human.
First I need to return to the time when I was a fighter. I need to simplify my life all over again. I need to go back to basics.
As a man fully functioning I need to:
- Eat right
- Move more
- Sleep well
I was a fucked up for a good 40 years. Now is to set the record straight.
The rest doesn't matter. I have to win this fight.
I HAVE TO DO THIS. This is my revenge for what had happened in the past 21 years.
A good life is the best revenge.
A warrior walks alone. I have to do this. I have to walk this path.
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The buck stops here. All the nonsense ends tonight. No more TraXX, no more Els, no more Rex, no more Cousera, no more Facebook, no more Pal, no more BJ, no more RR, no more external affairs.
I will just be a Contented Crane. I just pursue my own path. Nothing outside matters. I just keep it small and simple.
If possible I don't even want to deal with money. I just want to be a solitary creature.
Fuck it, Sarah. I don't know what I want. I just write my thoughts as it comes.
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