I already ate peanut butter sandwiches and drank 3-in-1 coffee. For lunch, I eat fish and veggies. I take rice too.
In the final analysis, I am governed by my neurotransmitters. The best way to manage that is through food.
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Also, I need to move away from delusional thoughts. I need to start from the basics, which is to remain simple and small.
These thoughts regarding God and the afterlife no longer serve a purpose. I know I am God and there is an afterlife. Now is to carry on as a man fully functioning. Hence, I put the rest of my thoughts on the back burner and move forward with my Athlete4 agenda.
In the end, I need to make good my life for the next 21 years. What's the point of knowing that I am God and there is an afterlife if I just wasted my life away?
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I think I am finally cured of my infatuation toward Els. I want to move forward. As it is, I had decided to treat Els just like I treat the rest of TraXX. My 3 years with them is just a wasted effort. I didn't achieve anything. Whatever I achieved was really for my own benefit. So far the journey had been pretty insightful for me. I discovered who I am.
My world is now exclusively mine. The blog is my only means of communication. Nothing for nuthin'.
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