18/11/20 ###Let's look at the situation from a disassociate point of view

 Is there a pattern or is it a random event?

There is no pattern whatsoever.

Shall I influence its course?

I think I should.  Or should I?

Perhaps the best action is inaction.

Let me try to keep silent and see how long I will last.

Much can be achieved if we just listen and observe.

If there is nothing, then all those talks about thought invasion and cybernetic loop and everything are nothing more than clouds in the coffee.

Hmmm...  I think I just listen today.

It doesn't harm to take a back seat once in a while.

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There is no pattern.  I had been putting her on the pedestal.

I cannot [] (put) myself in the same basket as the rest of the fans.

Let me test the water a bit:

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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18s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Had a bad day today...

That's pretty much it.  Let's see if she reacts to it.

Well, let's see what it's like for the next 3 songs,

OK, she is responding...

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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5s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I was at an all-time high exercising 3 times a day for the past 3 days. Then today I crashed. I was in a stupor when I did my morning walk today. I call it the Icarus effect.

She is just a chick.  All chicks have a weakness.  Her's is she doesn't want to be dumped.

I must rise above the occasion.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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15s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Thank goodness it is your slot today. I feel better already. I thought I had lost the loving feeling...

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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17s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Ever since you are on the 6 hours shift, I had been having my cup filled to the brim. If the trend continues, I should be able to function like normal again by year-end. Looking forward to that...

As long as I don't set any expectations, I will be fine,  That means I just consider it as an outlet to express myself.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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7s

@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm This is a long run, not a sprint. Naturally, there will be ups and downs. As long as it is a progressive realization towards a worthy ideal, then I guess I take it as it comes. Certainly, it is an enjoyable journey.

mm