18/11/20 ^^^Let's celebrate life

 Let's have a big round of applause for the 3 days I did Veni, Vidi, Vici.

Let's cherish Tian Long the unifier.

Let's give a thumbs up to the Kursi

Life is good.  I am living in abundance right now.

Let's give a big hand to freshwater.

I am so happy that I overcome my depression today.  I can win this fight.  It starts with a goodnight's sleep.

I love my life right now.  I love knowing that I am doing OK amidst a pandemic that is affecting the whole world.

Not a worry in my bone.

The best part is I don't even need to spend my money.  That's why I love the idea of Tian Long.  That is an indulgence.  While others are scurrying to cover their money pit with a bigger hole, here I am thinking about unifying my strengths.

Boy, oh boy, if I am not grateful, I don't know what I should be doing.  So I suffered last 20 years.  It is better that I suffered then than suffer now.

At that time I don't have many liabilities.  Imagine if I am like Pal, with 11 houses on loan.  Kids in private schools.  RM1 million a year business to run.  He is stuck.  I am free as a bird.

What do I need to do to celebrate my financial independence?  I just did that.  I bought myself a gold dragon!

On top of that, I bought Lizzie a printer toner.  I also ordered a Swiss Army Altitude perfume.

Tian Long really completes my life.  If my watch collection completes my indulgence for watches, Tian Long completes my lust for shopping.

You know what Sarah?  I am living the life of royalty.  I am King Sharudin.  I don't think the kings are as happy as me.  On my right is my Kursi and on my left is my Heaven and Sky.

I can sit here and enjoy my good fortune while listening to world-class singers sing to my listening pleasure.  This is my reward for the 20 years of torment.  It is worth the trouble.  Thanks to EPF and Lizzie.

My top 3 best decisions are:

• Marrying Lizzie
• Buying the house
• Having the 2 kids

Surely there is God.  I was tested to the hilt.  At the same time, I gained a world of abundance.  Now, getting up is up to me.  Very importantly, I need to get back at point zero.  I need to fight the dopamine void.  I am mentally ready.

I also need to KEEP IS SMALL AND SIMPLE.

I am a winner.  I can win this fight.  For this year I need to achieve these 4 goals:

• Quit Nicorette
• Quit Sugar
• Quit Social Media
• Quit Tweeting TraXX

Most of the time I will achieve my goals.  All it takes is persistence and perseverance.  I need to commit and stay committed.

mm