17/11/20 ^^^I want to start fresh

Now that I had reached my peak with the Kursi and Tian Long, I want to start from the very basic again; to be God is to be a man fully functioning.

Therefore I want to pursue the path of an Athlete Warrior.  No more becoming overly dependent on the Yin.  I have to balance my Yin and Yang again.

I realized that the best option for me is to minimize external communications.  So I am still keen to do away with social media.

I even forgoing TraXX except for Els.  Even that, I will communicate with her sparingly.

This is me embracing my Yang.

Something crossed my mind.  I am wearing Tactical, my cheapest watch and I am extremely happy now.

KEEP IT SIMPLE AND SMALL

The less I am dependent on external factors for my happiness the better.

God, I love my life right now.  At this moment, I look forward to sleep at 10:00 pm.

I am living a life of abundance.  What I want I get.

Don't mind me ranting, Sarah.  I am just appreciating my life right now.

The bottom line, I don't need outside interaction to be happy.  Hence I don't need social media.  Just like I don't need a TV.

The blog might as well be the greatest invention of all time.  It eliminates the need to socialize.  It also turned me into a prolific writer.

So while my world is small, my mental horizon is vast.  Now that I discovered that David Goggins is also living the life of a monk and keeping his world small, I am very keen to follow in his footstep.  I need to be tough when comes to living my life as an Athlete Warrior.

The most important asset is a sound mind and a sound body.

When I write, I write to express.  Not to impress anybody.

I write because I enjoy entertaining my own thoughts.  I can just write whatever there is in my mind and I can do that perpetually.

Just keep banging the ace.  Within CCC, I am in my personal heaven.  This is hermit hedonism at its best.

Tomorrow I decide if I should still carry on with Els or if liberating myself from her is a good decision.

If it gives me greater happiness, then I'll do it.  Just like I did with the rest of TraXX.  At this point, I think I will be happier without Els.  After all, I'm starting fresh.  Now that I discover French Classical, I feel that I am better off being by myself.

I am ahead of time since this morning.  Today I just added 1 more hour to my day.  Even my snooze is 1/3 of the time I spent.

Princess is playing the piano.  This is a really wonderful night.  I feel blessed.

I want to feel blessed for the rest of my life.  I must enjoy my life for the next 21 years.  Beginning this week I turn a new leaf.  I become the Athlete Warrior.  To be happy, I need to

• Eat right
• Move more
• Sleep well

Tomorrow I will win the day again.  Every day, I come, I see and I conquer.  My purpose in life is to become the person I was meant to be; an Athlete Warrior through and through.  I already got a role model, David Goggins.  I got Jason Fung as my coach.  I already got my Tetrahedron.  For a minimalist, I got plenty on my plate.

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