The misfits, the rebels, the square pegs in the round holes, all stand alone.
I had built a wall around my life. I was relying on TraXX as my bricks. Not a good idea. I should be autonomous. Then I will be free.
Very importantly is for me to stand on high ground. That way, regardless of the situation, I will be in control. Regardless of how uncertain is the terrain, I stand firm.
I should [] (not) be affected by my own shadowplay. I must go back to the roots and remain steadfast.
If I treat TraXX and Els as shadowplays, then instead of an open stance, I still manage a facade.
Who would want an open stance anyway? How many actually operate from the high ground?
Personally, I am not interested in playing games. In this case then, as planned, I dropped the rest of TraXX.
By now I should divide the dopamine surge into Major Surges and Minor Surges. In this case, I only maintain the Major Surges and do away with the Minor Surges. In short, I just maintain Els and do away with the rest of TraXX.
I think I know why Els keeps an arm's length relationship with me. She is scared that I might dump her. So to be safe, she keeps her distance.
All I can do is make some silly assumptions.
Since it is a silly assumption, let'[t] (let's)make the assumption as silly as possible. So here goes
Well, Els is a little girl from the Boondock, Sibu. Naturally, as a girl from the Boondock, she doesn't have a [] (high) degree of confidence.
Brb... Going to the bank.
I don't feel like it.
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