22/11/20 ###It's just you and me now, Sarah

 I feel more relaxed knowing that what I write here is for my own consumption.

So far I tried to be true to my words with whatever I write.

Today I chewed the last Nicorette and I drank the 3-in-1 coffee just so that I start the day on a positive note.

I am determined to quit Nicorette no matter what.  So I might teak my 3-in-1 and meal a bit to taper the downcycle.

As it is, I am pretty happy, to say the least.

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As I am looking at Tian Long, I still cannot help thinking that it was a ROSE GOLD when I first received it.  

Well, anyway...  I got to witness a miracle.  I thought they are not possible.  Now I know it can happen to me.

What is the real magic here?  None other than Tian Long affirms my journey so far.  There are already too many signs.  I say this is the most glaring one.

Now I know it is not scientific,  A scientific observation should be replicable.  Even the revelation of Kursi is not replicable but in the case of Tian Long and the Kursi, they are like pieces of jigsaw puzzles fit together.  I am much like a treasure hunter.  Each clue takes me closer to the ultimate answer.  Finally, when the answer was revealed, it was [very] a very elegant answer.  No redundancy.

This is the final equation:

 Everything was completed on 10/11/20.

Now I have the map, the model of the whole scene.  This affirms that everything is true all this while.

I followed where the argument leads.  I keep on opening doors upon doors.  Where does that take me?  No other than to the final stage.  Much like a video game.  Solve a riddle, you get a key to move to the next level.  That what these 21 years are all about. 

If I follow the order of sequence, Els giving me the Mental Orgasm is as essential as me announcing the Departure Vision.  It was also the time I unified with the Tao.

So many elements come into play before Kursi Day.  I would say the most prevalent one is the unification of the 6 Dragons.

No doubt that I can't prove all these scientifically.  However, based on signs and patterns, I say there is a trend that I can rely on.

The whole process ended on 10/11/20.

Not all occurrences are scientific.  Some are not replicable like the rose gold turning into golden gold.  However, they are not random events either.  For that, I have to trust my Wisdom Within.

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I slept most of the day today.  This is the first day without Nicorette.  Very sleepy indeed.

At the same time, with the exception of a mild headache, I feel peaceful.  I feel that I am on the right path going in a certain direction.

I think I'll read a little bit today.

mm