My thoughts are getting less complex as we move on.
At this juncture, I have no interest to govern and to be governed by others. I had immersed myself in my own world. In this world, I govern autonomously. Meaning, I don't give a fuck about [] (what) the others are doing.
I just want to live my own fantasy. I am my own God. An autotheist.
Fuck, it's not that I'm going to worship myself. I'm just saying that I am autonomous. I don't want to have anything to do with anybody else. In that sense, I have achieved Autonomous Governance. I govern my own universe independently from where I am at, in CCC.
Does that make me the Creator? No. Because I was created too. Creations are not created like a table or a chair is created. Here, creations were created first within *[the] the consciousness of the Infinite Intelligence before it becomes reality. They are still governed by the Law of Cause and Effect.
* For example, before I was created, there were multiple processes that the universe went through before it was my turn to be created. However, my creation was already conceived in the consciousness of the Infinite Intelligence a long time ago.
Same thing with the creation of my Universe. It was already conceived in my mind. Therefore I am the creator of my own Universe.
Let me reiterate. I am not THE Creator, I am the *[] (creator) of my own Universe since I was also created.
* So when I say I am God, I am referring to me as a god to my Universe only.
In the past, I could have made a mistake by thinking that I am God Almighty.
We are One and we are Many. We are within God and God is within us. Much like peeling an onion. In every layer there is God. All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.
Actually, God Almighty is the God that permeates at all levels. That will be the Infinite Intelligence. Each of us is the subset of this Infinite Intelligence although as a whole we are collectively this Infinite Intelligence.
Can I live with this notion? Certainly. I am not interested to be the Almighty. I'm just interested to be the God to my own Universe.
However, if it so happens that my universe is the whole creation, then I say that I am indeed God Almighty.
These are just the possibilities. On the opposite end of the spectrum, I might just be a jobless bum with too much time on my hand.
Nevertheless, I am taking the stand that I create my reality. As it is I am not scared to think that I am my own God to my own Universe. It is the most comforting thought for me.
To feel that I am autonomous is the most favorable thought indeed.
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