24/11/20 ***These experiences are uniquely mine

 I wish my life goes on a different trajectory instead of the dreaded 21 years.  However that 21 years were the years Mopey grew up before my eyes.  So while I was thinking about the calamities, there was a blessing bestowed upon me.  I got a chance to see my daughter turned from a baby into an adult.

This is it then, my reign begins.  From now I have to be a just ruler to my subjects.  I have to be the Benevolent Dictator to my Universe Within.

I have to be a man fully functioning.  That is the only way for me to move forward in the next 21 years.

I had completely forgotten that the whole voyage is about seeing Mopey grows into the Pacesetter she is intended to be.  Of course, we have the Four Queens Formation.  I want to tweak it a bit.

Instead of Els as the Trailblazer, I want Princess to lead.  She is a Fire-Horse.

Then the formation is perfect with you and Els on the side as the Gold Rams.

If I focus on the Four Queens Formation, then:

Princess:  Queen of the North

Mopey:  Queen of the South

Sarah:  Queen of the West

Els:  Queen of the East

It's a Hot Tuna config with Princess being the head:

Therefore, I should spend time harnessing the Hot Tuna instead of just thinking about my own affairs.

So instead of just two, I should be focusing on four.

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