Thursday, 10 December 2020

10/12/20 ***The minute I start having gout, th[e] (that) is a serious sign

 The main indicator is weight gain.

#traxxfm I am convinced that the key to health and happiness is being thin and fast. That is the basic requirement to survive in the wild. If I am not thin and fast, I am not a good animal. "First be a good animal.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

#traxxfm Therefore I am very serious to lose 30 kg in 5 months. All I got to do is eat OMAD and LCHF. Then I want to run and run. I want to weight like I am in this photo. When I was 20 years old.

That's my farewell to her.  I decided to disembark from this point on. Beyond this point, a Warrior Walks Alone. 

#traxxfm I KNOW I can do it. Once I can quit nicotine, I can do anything. This is the formula: Health and happiness Thin and fast 65 kg and 10 km/hour Diet and Exercise Eat right, move more and sleep well Ability to withstand hunger and no sugar

All it takes is OMAD and LCHF.  I am very sure of that.  

BTW, the sprint is really an ace in the hole.  It feels really good completing a sprint today.

That's it, Sarah, I'm ready to let go of Els.  I want to keep it really small.  Really, baby, it's just you and me.

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Right now, all I care about is to hit 65 kg.  Next is to run the 21 km Hill Run.

As I shred the weight, I am becoming more primordial.

I am now a predator making a comeback.  I am a wounded wolf been caged for so long.  Now I am back in my element.  I need to walk fast.

Basically, I should just focus on my success formula:

Health and Happiness

Thin and Fast

65 kg  and 10 km/hour

Diet and Exercise

Eat right, move more and sleep well

A sound mind and a sound body

Ability to withstand hunger and saying no to sugar

Of all things to determine a person's success, these are the essence:

 The ability to withstand hunger (OMAD)
The ability to say no to sugar and starch (LCHF)

I am only focused on my mission.  Nothing is more important than weighing 65 kg and able to run 10 km/hour.

I will KIV Els.  There is nothing more for me to look forward to with her.

I am more interested to pursue my goals.  As I focus on them, I am progressing on a daily basis.

Every day I look forward to going to bed.  Nowadays I look forward to stopping everything by 9:30 pm.

I only sleep at 9:00 pm when I was in primary school.

This is really going back to basics.  Once I address the sleep portion, then the whole day falls in place.

Waking up at 5:00 am is a world of difference compared to waking up at 6:00 am.  Even though it is one hour different.  When I wake up at 5:00 am, I am ahead of everybody.  The 5:00 am crowd are committed to what they do.  Otherwise, they will not wake up that early.

Nowadays, if I wake up at 7:00 am, I feel I am one of the masses.  I am always ahead of the masses.  Therefore, waking up at 5:00 am is a really wonderful experience.

I feel like a new man.  It is just a simple idea:
  • Eat right
  • Move More
  • Sleep Well
All I did was opening one door after another.  That's it...  The idea had been around.  However, sometimes an idea needs the right timing.  Nothing beats the timing of me quitting 3Cs.  

I guess, the biggest blessing is me contacting Bipolar.  If not for it, I will be stuck with a more and more expensive mentality.  I will be stuck in a Rat Race.

Of course, the price is 21 years of torment.  Consider that as my ticket to the next 21 years of bliss.  At least I know that the less and less frequent philosophy is the right path.  I was funneled towards the right path.

If I look at the past 21 years, then I say I deserve to enjoy the next 21 years.  I have it all.  Enough to celebrate my 60th birthday with a bank.  I'm gonna eat the Tomahawk.

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