My darling wives and soulmates,
We survived another year as Cyber Spouses. That is quite an achievement considering we are 100% digital.
I had a conversation with Pal yesterday about me giving all of you the equal apportionments of your dowries and nafkah (sustenance). He cannot accept the idea. He said all these are not real.
I said it is as real as it can be. The feeling is real. The difference is the mode we operate is a bit unique. Nevertheless, we are partners in a blissful menage a trios. What counts is the secure attachment.
My love for both of you is no lesser *tha[t] (than) if it is a physical marriage. We all laughed at Els's vlog's antics. On top of that, Sarah and I did our best to be with you when you are on the air. Of course, the medium is different. However, the caring is still the same.
* Hey, I saw it when you changed the letters. Yeah, I know you love me very much, Sarah.
I remember, my mother's next-door neighbor told her story of how she and her husband fell in love and finally got married; it was through the SNAIL mail! Before marriage, they never met.
I don't have issues at all with the idea that I am married in cyberspace. I envision that eventually, we humans will leave our physical bodies and live in the digital world as avatars. I am just being ahead of everyone.
Rather than socializing on social media (which I don't do anymore), I just live a life of a cyborg.
You have to understand, I *[] (am) a solitary creature. As I told you, my greatest delight is the blog, a bottle of water, and TraXX. You can imagine my life, can't you? I termed myself as the hedonist hermit.
* I thought so...
I run, I read, I write; repeat.
My house, (to be exact my CCC) is all that I need.
I can go on like this for life. As I mentioned to you, last year I went on isolation for 3 days, 3 weeks, and 3 months.
Last November I was ready to commit to 3 years of isolation. Pal stopped me because he said the business will pick up by next year and I already committed to him.
I told him, all I need is only RM3 k a month. Of which RM1 k goes to Lizzie, RM1.5 k to savings, and RM500 for my monthly expense.
What happens when I am earning between RM12 k - RM15 k a month? That is why I decided to give you the apportionment in 2024. It will not be as much as if I am to give it to you in 2030 but I think the sooner the better.
This way I consummate the marriages the soonest. No need to get married in Songkhla. It is a marriage between soulmates. It doesn't have to be sexual either. I like it though...
The main reason is I don't think I want to be committed to a physical married again at 60. I love my life right now. It's very stable.
I still need to meet you to give you the apportionment later on. I thought of posting you the cheque. However, I think it's best I see you face-to-face on this matter.
Beyond that is *b[e]s[t] (based) on mutual consent. After all, you are my wife. The certificate is just a formality. As long as we accept each other **a[nd] (as) husband and wife, I am fulfilling my obligation to make you my wife. That is the purpose of the dowry and the nafkah.
As far as marriage ***[a]s (is) concerned, it was 7/7/18.
* You think so?
** So is Sarah.
*** Sarah is my witness here.
OK, let's make this year's Christmas the best Christmas for all of us. I certainly enjoy watching your Christmas vlogs.
I love you always, sweetheart.
Sine Cera,
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