19/12/20 ^^^I need to move from strength to strength

 December is my launching pad.  I need to make it in December in order for me to propel into 2021.

For 2020 I am aiming my wins on no Nicorette and no more sugar and starch.

People can say a lot of things, but what counts is me and my Universe Within.

At the end of it: 

ONLY WHEN I WIN PRIVATE VICTORY CAN I WIN PUBLIC VICTORY.

Besides withstanding hunger and say no to sugar and starch, I am enforcing butter and ACV in my diet daily.

Losing 40 kg in 5 months is my FIRST WIN IN 2021.  Then there are 2 more wins that I need to strive for:

• 21 Days Water Fast in Ramadan
• 21 km Hill Run on my birthday.

In the meantime, I shall say no to sugar and starch.  This one is a lifetime commitment.

So I am set with all my time-specific goals.  This is me and myself.

Even KBOOM 2041 is actually a personal goal.  I hit it I win a jackpot.  If it is sooner or later, then I can conclude that there is no God and the afterlife.

Actually, it is better to assume the worst.  That way I have to accept that my time is finite.

This is true since it makes no difference whether I believe or don't believe in God and the afterlife.

KBOOOM 2041 is my wager to determine whether I was right or wrong.

I got a feeling I was right.

Can I be right both ways?

Yes indeed...  All I got to do is bust my ass for the present and hope for the best in the future. 

I don't know what the future holds but I promise that every day I'm gonna bust my ass.

"The future belongs to those who prepare for it today." - Malcolm X

This is me doing a striking cobra with Pal:

[4:14 PM, 12/19/2020] sharudinj: Bro, let's contra the laptop with the Business Review Session.  I don't want to owe you anything.  It upsets my equilibrium.

[4:17 PM, 12/19/2020] sharudinj: The Train the Trainer, we contra with some courses I conduct in the future.  If not the certificate will remain dormant.

All I want is to be free.  If I cannot make a lot of money, I might as well have plenty of time.  I don't want to have any commitment other than to myself.

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