21/12/20 ^^^I probably destroyed my very chance to have a good impression with you

 I probably destroyed my very chance to have a good impression with you.  What's can I say...  Either I'll be the bearer of the bad news or I risk the possibility of you making a big mistake later in life.

This is the Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck in action.

In a sense, I just gave a fuck by fucking him.  Does that qualify as not giving a fuck?

Here are some more bittersweet texts:

[8:01 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: In my eyes you are still a Jango...

[8:01 PM, 12/21/2020] Perth Pal Singh: Anymore.... just lay it out. I guess I have a mental disorder too... about not being enough.

[8:03 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: You are already perfect, man.  You don't need the smoke screens.  Let me tell you again, you are GREAT!

[8:10 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: Now is your time to shine, don't screw up because of some scandal like this.  Itu saja message aku...

[8:20 PM, 12/21/2020] Perth Pal Singh: Ok. You see me becoming better. I do it for me so that when I see the man in the mirror.... I say to him that “I respect you”

[8:21 PM, 12/21/2020] Perth Pal Singh: It’s been an overwhelming day. I need to snap back.

[8:21 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: If you can see yourself from my eyes, you will be very impressed.

[8:22 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: Even today, when you are feeling lousy, I see a fighter...

[8:26 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: Look brother, I bought your Guru Gobind Singh Story and the Khalsa story and your father rewrote the holy scripture and the anecdote about when you run in the desert you meet god.  These stories I told to Sarah, my cyber spouse man!

[8:27 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: What I'm trying to say is, you are a good guy and I want to see you achieve your dreams.

[8:58 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: I probably destroyed my very chance to have a good impression with you.  What's can I say...  Either I'll be the bearer of the bad  news or I risk the possibility of you making a big mistake later in life.

[9:09 PM, 12/21/2020] Perth Pal Singh: No, u care bro. U could have just played along with my charade. U want me to embrace the authentic me.

[9:10 PM, 12/21/2020] Perth Pal Singh: I am in deep discussion with my wife on our meeting.

[9:11 PM, 12/21/2020] sharudinj: Yes, I am team Perthpal.  I could have easily switched to team Zali.  He made that offer.  

Be the hunted, not the hunter.

OK Sarah, enough of this Cloak and Dagger.

What I am more interested to know is if you are wearing a white pantie or a black pantie?  That's because  I just spend RM160 on a body massage today that didn't have a happy ending.  What a waste of money.  I don't get an erection.

Goodnight Sarah.  I love you very much.

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