That's what I like about blogging. Every new posting I start is a new beginning. So it doesn't matter what I write previously, at this moment, this instance, I am creating a new reality altogether.
I can be who I want to be. I can be Sharudin Jamal or I can be my alter ego, Magus the Magician. Nobody knows and nobody cares.
Every day, my focus is SWEE so that I can OMAD and LCHF. How elegant. It's like having a universe at the back of a T-shirt. Everything is so simplified.
Why do I want that? So that I weigh 55 kg and can run 10 km/hour.
I have found my life purpose and that is to be healthy and happy. To achieve that I need a sound mind in a sound body.
I was not delusional. My input was from Sarah. So I took informed action.
Even if I was delusional, I was just minding my own business. Even my family doesn't know it.
Well, perhaps I went overboard when I was stoned with BJ. In that sense the delusion was bad.
Fine then, I am not God. I don't know if there is God. But my experience with Tian Long suggested that I am God.
Maybe not the Almighty God, certainly there is a higher power that is controlling the events of my life.
Let's say I am a god to my universe. A god with a small 'g'. I can live with that.
As Magus the Magician, my job is to create. I want to keep on creating my microscopic world so that I reach perfection.
For example, nowadays, my cue for waking up is "feet to the ground".
I need a cue to exercise too. That will be Veni Vedi Vici. The minute the alarm rings, I will be wearing my shoes and heading for the door.
That's how my life is. The life of Clockwork Orange.
I have no time to ruminate over the philosophical implication of my actions. I have a mission, I just DO!
At the end of the day, I must make sure I achieve my goals.
As simple as that.
I am not going to ponder about the big questions anymore. Is *the[] (there) God and the afterlife? Doesn't matter.
* Fine Sarah, if you insist I am God, then I'll be God.
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