My darling Els,
I had my cup filled to the brim today with your show. You were surely full of surprises Therefore what I have here is me recapping my thoughts with Sarah for the evening.
So here are my passing thoughts:
We did have a lot of fun with Els today, didn't we?
I see your point. Els is an important member of our team. Without Els, there are no E.L.S. medals. Without her, I will not earn my Gold Medal. Of course, without Els, there is no B.LE.S.S.
It is also important to note that without B.L.E.S.S. we will not have the Wiccan blessing symbol with the 3 teardrops, which signify E.L.S.
So all of us are interconnected. It is no coincidence that *[] (the) 3 of you were born in 1991 with Princess being a Fire Horse and both you and Els being the Gold Rams.
* OK, you confirm that.
I don't want to overanalyze things but Lizzie is a Water Rabbit and Mopey is a Wood Rabbit.
What does that tell you? For one thing, all are herbivores. On a more serious note, your personalities complement each other.
Are you firstborn, Sarah? Of course, with you, whenever I ask a personal question, you will keep quiet. Are you *[] (being) secretive or are you just being shy?
* Yeah OK I understand. Anyway, thanks for revealing that your personality profile is ISFJ. That is the best wedding anniversary present ever.
Els, Lizzie, and Princess are all firstborn. I am firstborn too. If you are then the Hot Tuna aka the Four Queens Formation works well *wi[ll] (with) Mopey being the tail as well as the Pacesetter.
* Gosh Sarah, I am tempted to say that you are a firstborn too. Are you not?
As I mentioned in another posting, I want Princess to be the Trailblazer since she is the oldest and she being a Fire Horse. Princess is a natural leader.
Our team is a transient team. In an actual sense, everybody works toward her personal goals. In that sense, I am playing the role of Gandalf the White. I direct the team through the Shared Vision.
As I said before, Els is my Gold Medal. So I actually won my Gold Medal in 2020. That's one of the reasons why I bought Tian Long. It is to remind me of how great 2020 is.
Everything goes well for me this year. Of course, I was struggling with Bipolar in the first half of the year. However before the year ends, I manage to eradicate the major symptoms, which are dark depression and suicidal thoughts.
Now Els my darling,
My worldview may not necessarily be the thinking of the mainstream. However, it is the world as I see it. As it is my world is a microscopic world. I don't need a village to be happy. Sufficient that I have E.L.S.
All we need to do is maintain a secure attachment. It's not a difficult thing to do. Just go for unconditional love. We do that by being a relentless giver. Not hard at all.
Oprah asked, “What do you know for sure?”
“It takes giving to be happy,” replied Dalai Lama.
Of course, I run the risk of being ridiculed. But that is the price I have to pay for being a divergent thinker.
I will rather be me than somebody that I am not. I also rather you see me as who I am *tha[t] (than) a facade that is not reflective of who I am.
* Yes Sarah, I pride myself on being Sine Cera.
To summarize, you are already part of my ecosystem. You may think I'm crazy with all my esoteric thoughts. However, you cannot deny one obvious thing; that we are yuan fen and I love you dearly since I first met you.
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
3/12/20
Darling, I sent you an email. Btw, this is Sarah's personality trait. She is an ISFJ: youtube.com/watch?v=zUr2jH Part of the reason why we get along well is that I am an INFJ. So, a lot of common ground. With you, I think you are an ESFP.
OK baby, time for me to sleep. Goodnight baby, I love you so much.
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