Today is a very crucial day. I can succumb to sugar and processed flour or I can hold my grounds and make it through to the next 2 weeks.
At this point, I am very sure that I want to live in isolation. I am happy the way I am. I don't need external intervention in my life.
For one thing, Els is merely a fling. I cannot bang on her for the long run. At best she is reciprocating. However, if I am to spend time with her, I might be going on a wild goose chase.
I need a good muse. That is my issue. Agnes seems like a good potential but I hardly see her nowadays.
The thing is, I am getting old for the singles' market. I might as well forget about having a muse and live the life of a hermit.
I suppose I can still play with Els. The truth is she doesn't reject me. So why should I reject myself?
With the way that she eats, she will end up being a Chubby Chubb.
Well, that's all for this posting. Let's end here.
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