Now, the idea is to go on an empty stomach for tonight. If I can withstand hunger, I can withstand not taking sugar.
I'm still tempted to eat raisins and drink 3-in-1 coffee.
It only takes two factors:
- Withstanding hunger
- Saying no to sugar
Therefore, I need to withstand eating until dinner tomorrow and no more sweet stuff.
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Without any money coming in, Pal is really a distraction.
I rather remain in isolation and enjoy a life of tranquility.
What do I get to worry about?
By 9.30 pm I am already lying on the bed, thinking about getting my dopamine surge first thing in the morning. The thought of being ahead of the crowd really excites me.
Also, I can really get used to the idea of sleep well and then exercise first thing in the morning, ahead of everybody.
If I do that, I win half the battle. The other half is if I OMAD LCHF in the evening.
Here is the sinker - between 7:30 am to 7:30 pm, that is my time for sale.
I have 12 hours that I can sing and dance.
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Who is Pal to say that the 3 Years Isolation [] (is) not viable? I had done 3 days, 3 weeks, and 3 months of isolation. I like that very much.
So I make it conditional then. With the exception of Pal, I basically choose to be on my own. Like right now.
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This is the best part of the day. Waiting for bedtime. I simply love the idea that I am one hour ahead of my previous self.
This is life. A life even Pal admitted he wished he had.
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I don't need Pal. I can manage without much money now. Furthermore, I don't think he *[] (can) give me any business soon.
* Baby, I just follow my instinct. To hell with opinions from others.
OK Sarah, time to sleep.
I see you tomorrow morning. Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
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