>>>#31/12/20 I already had the 4:30 am groove etched in my mind

 I woke up without the need for an alarm.

I also noticed that I am more comfortable wearing the bifocal over the old single focal.

Of course, I am almost back [back] to my old weight due to the buffet last night.  Whatever it is, nothing to be alarmed about.  For the past 5 days, I ate carbs like nobody's business.

I was agitated since I relapse on carbs.

Darn, I am too lazy to exercise.

Suppose I just continue to be lazy.  What will happen?  I will not achieve my 2020 Quit Sugar goal.

Be ahead of myself.

Fuck...  I just let 2020 pass.

What will be the parting thought of 2020?

HORLICKS

Nope...  I got to fight this.  Today I better start reading David Goggins's book.  I lost momentum in the past 5 days.

Fuck, I love my Horlicks.

What's the worst-case scenario?

I fail to quit *[quit] sugar this year.

I should not omit carbs from my diet.  Suddenly I experienced carbs *[] (cravings) big time.

* Sarah, are you saying that you are not an illusion?  I don't know Sarah, I'm talking to a ghost here as far as I'm concerned.

mm